Dagboek van xselinatjx op 3 mei …

the day when I had too start living wihout you
was the day that everything felt apart
my heart broke in 1000 pieces
and even after all this time
I keep missing you
I'll miss you forever
and I don't wanna live longer without you

I don't wanna live another second
here without you
And I don't wanna be here
just 2 know you don't care about me
I don't wanna miss your eyes again
I don't wanna be here anymore...

I'm crying again
I'm dying again
this hurts 2 much
do you know what you're 2 me
do you know that you're killing me
I'm so lost here...
if you only would give me another chance
and tell me what did I do wrong

if you were only here again
I'll never stop loving you
I'll never forget you
but I'll die so slowly inside

I don't wanna live another second
here without you
and I don't wanna be here
just 2 know you don't care about me
I don't wanna miss your eyes again
I don't wanna be here anymore...

don't wanna be here anymore
I miss your smile
I miss your eyes
I miss your arms around me
but most of all
I do miss you so much

I miss your voice
I miss your words
I miss the way I could trust you
I just miss everything of you
really I miss you
you're forever in my heart

I don't wanna live another second
here without you
and I don't wanna be here
just 2 know you don't care about me
I don't wanna miss your eyes again
I don't wanna be here anymore...
don't wanna
I don't wanna be here anymore..
not without you

it's 2 hard 2 survive without you
I quit fighting for you
gotta give it all up for you

(3/05/10 written by me)